for some reason ive never any good news to put on this. its nearly always bad. i dont know what to do anymore. ive still got the jealousy and sinderella doesnt even seem to notice. i listen to her stories and get so jealous and angry but i dont say anything because it will seem clingy and possessive which isnt something i want.
ok went out to the belmont on saturday night didnt end well. got spiked and reacted badly and got a highheel driven into my knee. ah well just something else to hurt me and for me to deal with.
anyway the confusion levels are through the roof i want mio bella gattina as a friend but if that happens il end up hurting her like i always do. but i dont want to be shut out and kept in the dark. cant have it both ways i suppose.
"im stuck in a twilight dream not quite awake but never quite asleep trapped in my confusion"
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