yep ive managed to do it again. without even thinking or trying ive hurt someone else. this time its sinderella just because of stupid human emotions i clamed up and said i dont want anything from her i froze over. now im suffering for it.
I didnt want to hurt her and she says its ok but i know its not and I cant help but feel like crap now because of wat ive done.
she should know i want her as a friend and in time definatly want more. But now im stressing and im afraid il end up taking it out on her when its not her fault or problem. best advice ive heard " shut up bitching suck it up and keep it too yourself"
WAY TO GO! someone explain why I keep doing this cause ive looked for the answers screaming them into the abyss and heard nothing back.
"keep on rolling the end is in sight"
it really is ok
ReplyDeleteand if you do stress out because of something you know you can talk to me about it and you know you cant push me away. i dont want you to keep it to yourself. if i did i wouldnt ask you to share.
Sinderella xx