its been ages!

well its been ages since ive been on here. now have a baby a beautiful baby girl called rose and me and mia bella gattina have been going out for over a year. she keeps thinking im going to cheat on her which is getting really bloody annoying. if i was going to cheat i would just dump her and walk out but im not going to. ive had enough shit with erin messing with my life and then angela on top of that and i really dont need all this crap.

long time no spleak

well its been ages since my last post.

New updates: Going out with mia bella gattina - had a few blips but nothing we cant sort
Got 2 new tattoos - wolf and dragon
and im working now in skye marketing

"hi im jack from energia here to save you money " lol

anyways thats the latest just waiting to hear from my kitty fell asleep while texting her lastnight hope she doesnt think i was ignoring her. xxx

"Banana?"

happy

I have been told that this is all doom and gloom so I have to be happier. Ok went up to see mia bella gattina on saturday and had a good timeas always no mishaps of people calling me away or anything else unfortunately bob was visiting her as well but we cant change these things. decided to have a drink lastnight and evaluate my life....not the best of plans while drinking i know.

not much else going on really so ttyl

"as i walk through the valley of shadow i shall fear no salad for i has burgers!!!"

fun fun fun

ah where to begin? probably the start.

Ok mio bella gattina and i went to get a tattoo done each on saturday. she wimped out lol though it does mildly hurt so i can understand. looks awesome except for the whole drowning in blood but ok il heal. later on we went out to spoons with a few of her mates and some of mine. lyndsay knows i like her so of course sat telling her she should stay away great friend that he is. then along came gaz.

went to limers and i couldnt stand watching the two of them fawning over her so decided to drink myself into oblivion and damn the rest. why should i stand and watch that?

Now both of them are texting her and no doubt there is more poison being said bout me. ya know wat? fuck it.
but im not angry at her and why should i?

quote of the weekend "Fuck it why should I?"

meh

for a start im not feeling great. been up most of the night worrying about mio bella gattina. she confuses me greatly at times to the point i dont know whats going on or where i stand.

Home isn't much better constant fights and arguements are driving me nuts im ready to just pack my stuff and start walking. Desperate need for money so i can get myself a one bedroom flat would be awesome.

well ive got to go back to another fight

"Round 47 ding"

a normal day

anyway goodmorning/afternoon/night depending what state ur minds are in. lol starting of not happy with the raining wolves do not like being wet in a non good way! grrr!



plans for this week cry for money and get out on thursday to see mio bella gattina at the box which should be fun hope its better than last time i was there

well nearly healed so will be able to do wat i always do...stand drinking or smoking but never dancing rofl. xxx

"like a banjos orgasm outmoding the older violins"

still going on

for some reason ive never any good news to put on this. its nearly always bad. i dont know what to do anymore. ive still got the jealousy and sinderella doesnt even seem to notice. i listen to her stories and get so jealous and angry but i dont say anything because it will seem clingy and possessive which isnt something i want.
ok went out to the belmont on saturday night didnt end well. got spiked and reacted badly and got a highheel driven into my knee. ah well just something else to hurt me and for me to deal with.

anyway the confusion levels are through the roof i want mio bella gattina as a friend but if that happens il end up hurting her like i always do. but i dont want to be shut out and kept in the dark. cant have it both ways i suppose.

"im stuck in a twilight dream not quite awake but never quite asleep trapped in my confusion"